i feel so much better now ... i finally managed to tell her the truth after much speculation.... that really helped to ease my burden of her asking me each and every day ...she really understood my position as she is helping someone right now herself.... i thank god for the people who cared and understood ...thank you ...
throwback to wednesday .... i feel really bad that i lied my ass off...i lied to so many people ...i lied that MIL was sick...when i was at home having fun .... yup.... dear god....what will you punish me with next ?
am i going to be sick? im scared...but at the same time ...i just wanna have fun....
i want my cake and eat it too.....
i know what im doing is wrong ....and yet im still doing it... dear god...please protect me from what i want....
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